2nd July 2010 - Was worried to see blood every time I pee. Lots of negative thoughts like, what if I lose the baby, what if this what if that. Tried to pray and snap myself out of it.
Lots of cramps occur on my lower abdominal. Floor decking guy came to install the decking and while he was drilling outside my house, my womb cramp badly. I quickly walked into my room. This thing about "Pantang" (old wives tales). I used to tell myself I am not superstitious but when I am pregnant I will be but ever since my faith with God has strengthen I decide not to believe and abide by these tales but to look upon God and pray. Being human, I am weak, I sometimes dwell into the what if again.
Though tough but I am sure I will get over it. God has given me this child, He will see me through it for sure. Faith is the key here and it is not easy to have strong faith.
I asked my cousin and Mummy out to shop for a water boiler as the milk I tried to consume was too thick and I couldn't dissolve it fully with our current boiler.
Had a good buy on the boiler as the price tag shows $80+ original price, sale price $52+ but when I went to pay it is actually $33+. LOL. Both my cousin and me looked at each other and giggled and we quickly pay and left.
After that we went to shopping mall and shop for maternity clothes. I know it is a bit early but I was having the urge to buy something new to me. It was real fun looking at something I've never purchase for myself before in my life. I really had a good time. Bought a dress, shorts and 2 spaghetti strap top. My cousin knew the boss and had 30% discount on all my purchases.
Later we walked to Fox kids and I saw this cute Mum to be tees that reads, "First time Mum 09" Its nice but because of the 09 I didn't wanna get it as it is 2010 now. Instead I saw this other tee " I am not fat, I am just pregnant. I quickly took it as it was the last piece and moreover I just told my hubby now I can tell people that I am not fat but I am pregnant(I gained more than 5kg after our wedding 4months ago).
After shopping for grocery I went home. My hubby was asleep as he needs to work at night. Usually I will go into the room and check on him but don't know why this time I did not.
I decided to cook porridge for him before he woke up. While I was almost finishing, he came to the kitchen and I was surprised he was awake so early. He then told me the room flooded.
Apparently the drainage waste on the balcony floor was blocked and the rain couldn't flow down into the drain and thus overflowed into our room. We gotta mop and clear the water. This was what I actually worried will happen when my hubby wanna level the balcony floor with the bedroom.
I ended my day with fetching my hubby to work and went to our old place to pick up our letters and finally I had this craving of KFC and was trying to resist and remembered my mum told me to fulfill my craving and not deprive my baby of it. So I lost and bought 2 piece meal home.
Before I went to sleep I sat on my bed and prayed to God. Followed by reading this Mother & Baby Care Book loan to me from my cousin.
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