Sunday, July 4, 2010

4th July 2010

Woke up at 8.40am wanting to pee. Urine is quite yellowish. Lower abdominal doesn't feel crampy like the 1st 2 days but still feels funny.

On my laptop and went into Facebook. Felt a bit sleepy and thought to myself I shall go for evening mass.

At 9.40am I suddenly thought of going to Holy Spirit Church's 11am mass. Sent an sms to my cousin, Fenny whether she wanna go mass with me but she didn't reply. Quickly shower and left at 10.20am. Recalled Fenny mentioned few days ago that HSC has blessing for Mum to be while the church(Our Lady Star of the Sea) I have been attending after I move here do not have. Was thinking its 1st Sunday of the month. Not sure will it be done today but I had this strong feeling should be today.

Petrol was low and its 10.30am, have to decide whether to pump or after mass. Saw that Shell station is quite empty so went in to pump petrol.

Arrive in church at 10.45am, grab a bulletin and got myself a seat in the center pew by the aisle. Said my prayer and start looking thru the bulletin. True enough, there is blessing this Weekend for pregnant woman. Quickly thank God for guiding me to the church and to be able to receive blessing from God. Felt a bit lonely as other mothers to be has their husband with them but I told myself, will come again with my hubby next blessings. Will make it a point to come every month till my baby is due.

This baby is from God so it is only right to visit God and receiving His blessing in His Temple.

Was watching TV programme and felt hungry so decided to make a cup of milk giv by Fenny to drink and realised that it is expired. Look thru the rest and realised most of it are expired. Look thru my dustbin and found the last 2 packet I consumed yesterday and its expired too. I had 3 packets 2 days ago and am not sure whether it is expired.

Am worried sick and cried. Am praying that the baby will not be affected. Assume that Fenny will not give me expired stuff and I took it for granted. Guess these 2 preggies are too tired and caught up with other things that we neglected what is always important to us, like checking expiry dates on food products we are going to consume.

Mummy came at 6pm+ and bought me dinner. Cabbage, fried fish and a big drumstick. The drumstick is very tasty but the meat inside is not very cooked. Filled with blood. Didn't dare finish the chicken.

Halfway thru I had tummyache and I pass out lots. Now I am more worried. Will observed my condition the next few hours.

Mummy and Uncle Michael stayed and watch the 7pm series and 9pm variety show with me and left at 10pm. I cut 2 apples and shared with them. Also let them try chocolate eclair Fenny recommend me to buy. I had 1 too. Quite cold though. Oops... ;p

Tummy still rumbling away but no pain. Hope it is ok. Feeling sleepy and pee more than usual.

Mummy advice me not to laugh at others if I come across any funny looking person. Ask me to hang posters of happy babies and look at them more often. LOL.

Appreciate my Mum's concern for me though. Think she has waited for this moment for a long time.

2353am now and my tummy is rumbling. Think I am hungry. Gosh!! What should I eat to fill my tummy? Think its milk and bread I guess.

The vanilla milk is very thick and creamy... ;p Arghhhh..

0059am womb feeling very tight. Strange. Feeling sleepy... zzzz

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